Should I stay or should I go?

19-2The waters surrounded me, even to my soul;
The deep closed around me;
Weeds were wrapped around my head.
I went down to the moorings of the mountains;
The earth with its bars closed behind me forever;
Yet You have brought up my life from the pit,
O Lord, my God. Jonah 2:5-6 (NKJV)

Recently posted, Hopeless to Helpless… Pain to Peace (Experience Hope, Faith & Love)  & Donald or David for President?

“My soul is overwhelmed with sorrow—crushed with grief—to the point of death… My God, my God… Why?” —Jesus Christ

Now we see things imperfectly, like puzzling reflections in a mirror, but then we will see everything with perfect clarity. All that I know now is partial and incomplete, but then I will know everything completely, just as God now knows me completely. 1 Corinthians 13:12 (NLT)

The weight of the burden is too much to bear. Something has to give. Something needs to change.
But change is challenging… stressful even. So why change? How do you change ‘normal’… what feels right?
How do you change what you want, believe you need, and feel you deserve? How much change will it take? 

“The search for wholeness compels every person, every hour of our lives, whether we know it or not. We ache to be made whole again. And only one person on earth can do this for the heart and soul he himself created.” —John Eldredge

How do you know the difference between what is right and what feels right?
What is truth? What are the lies twisting your beliefs and distorting your values?

What do you want? What do you love? What really is love? How is love experienced?  

A cheerful heart is good medicine,
    but a broken spirit saps a person’s strength. 
Proverbs 17:22 (NLT)

“Creatures are not born with desires unless satisfaction for those desires exists… If I find in myself a desire which no experience in this world can satisfy, the most probable explanation is that I was made for another world.” —C.S. Lewis

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“There is a sorrow that the soul must go through in letting go of what it thought it loved. We have to come to the place where we truly get it that what God wants for us is GOOD. To some degree, our resistance to His will reveals that we do not really believe it is good—at least not the kind of ‘good’ we want.” —Fran Leeman

Turn to me and have mercy,
    for I am alone and in deep distress.
My problems go from bad to worse.
    Oh, save me from them all!
Feel my pain and see my trouble.
    Forgive all my sins. Psalms 25:16-18 (NLT)

FREEdom from MEdom Project is not just another pretentious ‘Christianity versus pop psychology’ narrative on how to cure the pervasive lifestyle rife with dysfunction. While never apologizing for that which is sensible about new life empowered by faith in God through relationship with Jesus, FREEdom from MEdom Project is not a slave to religious dogma and recognizes the hypocrisy of people who say one thing but then engage in behavior inconsistent with their words. I tend to struggle with that myself.

“I was so obsessed with me and the reasons that I might be dissatisfied that I couldn’t focus on other people.”Barack Obama

2-51-3What FREEdom from MEdom Project intends to be is an honest in-depth study and discussion of the transformative life-changing process; going deep into the process of how we think and behave. FREEdom from MEdom Project is a vehicle attempting to unveil truth about the door being unlocked and open to a new life experience; targeting proven, realistic solutions that you already know rationally makes the most sense.

Peruse the menu above and you will find a wealth of opportunity to be informed by credible sources about symptomatic addictive behavior (Addiction ED) and mental/behavioral health-related matters (MH ED). There are dozens of helpful resources (Resources) as well as access to crisis resources and hotlines there.

“Stress is the gap between the demands placed on us and the strength we have in meeting those demands.” —Adrian Rogers

FREEdom from MEdom Project is itself a trustworthy resource striving to bridge the divide between evidenced-based therapeutic approaches and biblical truth about recovery. You will become well-informed concerning the true nature of addiction to self from both a clinical and, yes, biblical perspective. The initial objective is to pierce through thick emotional barriers resistant to change by awakening rational thought relevant to what makes the most sense.

What are the real differences between guilt and shame, anger and resentment, disappointment and failure, helplessness and hopelessness? What does it really mean to lay your burden down? How does surrendering to the process of recovery God’s way make the most sense?

FREEdom from MEdom Project goes deep into those places. And with God’s help and direction, hopes to facilitate understanding and growth to help you to realize—experience—freedom out of the places where you felt stuck… trapped and afraid. The promises in Scripture offer for us direction from being lost to finding our way out from under the weight of what burdens us. The Word of God is an arsenal with weapons necessary to fight through the obstacles along the way to experiencing peace and joy.

“Without the guidance this program gave me, who knows where I would be today. Today, I am happily living out my life. This program laid a foundation that I neglected to build growing up. It gave me real direction and the resources to make clean decisions. My life is in no way perfect. Life still has its problems, but I now can rationally work my way through them.” —Edward Stermin

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The love of God in recovery is so much more than the feeling of being loved. God’s love is about acceptance into his family, without reservation through authentic relationship. God’s love is never suspect but assuring. You’ll always know to trust it. It’s God’s love that fuels the soul. It is the experience of God’s love that makes all the difference and makes it all worth it.

“The fool tries to adjust the truth so he does not have to adjust to it.” —Dr. Henry Cloud

You will develop a better understanding of life’s truths and trends and how to more effectively respond to the climate change within and throughout your experience. You’ll acquire tools to cope and respond better to your world as you experience it, confronting present challenges, empowered to let go of the past and move ahead, as wounds are healed by the touch of mercy, and quality of life is restored; tethered to the assurance of hope in the experience of what is profound powerful truth.

Y2-51-3our sin has been removed from your past, present, and future. The stone keeping you in bondage has been rolled away. Resurrection from hopeless doubt is yours. Deliverance from pain into peace is yours. Shed the grave clothes and leave behind the toxic stench of your past. Step into the sweet aroma that is freedom into new life.

When your life was consumed by flames the fireman found you. When wounded and broken the doctor healed you. When all was lost, the carpenter rebuilt your life and restored it’s beauty; from darkness into the light of a new day. What was once a cottage is now a castle. May that be said of you. Invite God to move in to live in the deep places within you.

He reached down from on high and took hold of me;
    he drew me out of deep waters. Psalms 18:16 (NIV)

Life is an ocean. Its currents are pulling you under. Sharks are everywhere, circling, seeking to devour you. Now, God has sent you a boat so you can live your life without fear of drowning or being consumed by its predators. From a yearning heart of compassion, Jesus is here extending his hand. There is a pool on the boat. (It’s a big boat.) Lay your burden down and bathe in the healing pool of God’s mercy. Soak yourself in the lather of his generous favor.

You make known to me the path of life;
    you will fill me with joy in your presence,
    with eternal pleasures at your right hand. Psalms 16:11 (NIV)

Let God to restore you into what you were always meant to be, free to live in the best of what he wants and has for you. Once you have known the substance of real hope, and experienced the evidence of God in your life, you’ll see clearly that living by faith in relationship with God makes the most sense in the deepest places of who you are and what you value

The thief comes only to steal, kill and destroy; I have come that they may have life, and have it to the full. John 10:10 (NIV)

2-51-2FREEdom from MEdom is my journey into what I believe to be authentic recovery. You’ll notice my transparency in much of what I write. I don’t have it all together. I don’t care for discomfort, either. I need to trust God each day in those vulnerable places where I tend to struggle. I am motivated to do and be better in this life experience and so I write about recovery from the broken places. I am willing to “go there” with you, if that’s alright. It can get uncomfortable, but I suppose it comes with the territory when it comes to the change that really matters and (repeating myself yet again) makes the most sense.

It is time to call this for what it really is so that the change process into new life can be realized—experienced—in relationship with Christ. Please join me on this wonderful journey into the very best of what God has and wants for us. He wants it for us more than we do.

I cried out, “I do believe, but help me overcome my unbelief!” Mark 9:24 (NLT)

“I have gone through the FREEdom from MEdom Project then concluded that it is divine; my heart is deeply touched. I have been touched by your vision for delivering addicted people. May this vision that is still in the womb be quickened to maturity. May God expand your vision mightily all over the world. I’m moved to pray for this ministry because it is a unique one… I know that this wave shall cause a great revival in our land.”
—Leonard Walubengo, Pastor, Nairobi, Kenya

Well, then… I encourage you to seek out the deeper truths of a life restored into the fullness of a far better life; made whole by the One who made you to live in the first place… CLICK HERE!

Behold, I will do a new thing,
    Now it shall spring forth;
    Shall you not know it?
    I will even make a road in the wilderness
    And rivers in the desert. Isaiah 43:19 (NKJV)

And if they stare, just let them burn their eyes on you moving

And if they shout, don’t let it change a thing that you’re doing

HOLD YOUR HEAD UP!



I WAS lost, but NOW I am found.
I WAS blind, but NOW I see.


31 Responses to Should I stay or should I go?

  1. EVANG EDO KING DAVID says:

    Your in-depth and intensive expository account on life, addiction, relapse, conviction, and restoration… is well thought through and it was worth my while. I appreciate you and would want to know if possible you may have similar treats for me that would help me further in my study program in theology here in Warri, Nigeria?

  2. Bisi Oyarekua says:

    You cannot begin to understand how timely this is to me. I just have a divine visitation from God about joy and laughter. I open my laptop on search of a song and this website popped up!

    God bless you for putting this right here for me.

  3. Juan says:

    Waking up this morning finding myself lost in many ways in the process looking for some kind of peace and understanding. I came across this site… that gave me some hope that even though I can’t even begin to explain or quite understand, I know whatever it is, has brought me peace of mind and comfort. I might not be able to understand everything at the moment. But I know that in time He will show me the way and give me the courage and understanding in the things that I’m not in control of, to know the difference and know that anything’s possible when I surrender myself to Him.

  4. Rick Selling says:

    You speak a great truth here, of course. Appreciate your transparency and vulnerability. You clearly note the role of the Holy Spirit as the source of the Power we need to walk free. The principles — because they are girded in scripture — work! Practicing these principles in our daily life DOES provide a degree of energy and “power” to live well. I’m praying more and humbly asking God to relieve me of the bondage to self and to take away my defects of character; “that victory over them may bear witness to those I would help of thy love, thy power, and thy way of life.” If my life speaks loudly of transformation, the Truth about the one True God may begin to draw the doubter into that very truth. And THAT is good enough for me — today.

  5. Beautifully said. Thank you for pouring out so much in this piece (Stuck in the Heartache of Deferred Hope). God’s blessings on you, my friend.

  6. Karabo says:

    I thank you so much for this newsletter, the second one I am reading and it is helping me a lot in overcoming myself and letting go of the things that I thought I deserve rightfully. This has helped me to tell God that if I can’t have those things that I desire so bad, that at one stage I thought I couldn’t live without, let me rather have You.

  7. Danny says:

    I quite like reading through an article that can make people think.

    Also, thank you for permitting me to comment!

  8. eunice davis says:

    Great information. It will help me in my personal spiritual journey. I am also ministering to new believers who are struggling with change.

  9. I took the time to read your page and it is incredible. I wish you GOD’s blessings on this project. Too many people are building their little “empires” instead of building GOD’s people. Building and investing into lives IS building GOD’s people. I thank you for taking the time to let the LORD use you in such an awesome way to help us deal with the inner core issues that plague our lives when we fail to deal with “ME”. The LORD always knows where to place us. May those in your area of influence be delivered and set free through the power of His Word that brings healing and life to those that find it.

  10. Thank you for a very informative website. As a former addict myself, I wholeheartedly agree with the information on your site, especially the part about denial. Stop denying that you do have a drug or alcohol problem (not only to yourself, but also to your loved ones) is a vital step on the road to recovery. In fact, from personal experience and as someone who assists people with drug and alcohol dependency on a daily basis, I firmly believe that if you don’t wholeheartedly admit to your dependency problem, you only compromise your recovery from the addiction.

  11. C. Marsh Bull, Founder/President, Men’s Group Foundation says:

    Thanks Steven. I am going to go to your site to understand it better and consider bringing up some of your studies. We all need to take an honest look at sin from an entitlement standpoint.

  12. Gary L. Selman, M.A., Chief Prayer Officer & Advisor, First Call Advisory Group says:

    Praise God. Well done Steven. My spirit man cries, “Yes and amen.” Thank you for sharing this post. I read several of your posts and each one was a blessing.

  13. Pastor Maurice Adero says:

    Praise the Lord again… This message blessed me this morning. Wow, I didn’t even know how i bumped into this. Thank you glorious father God.

  14. Ewangelia says:

    Thank you for the sensible critique. Me and my neighbor were just preparing to do a little research about this. We grabbed a book from our local library but I think I learned with more clarity from this post. I am very glad to see such excellent info being shared freely out there.

  15. Bishop Omukosi Dickson, Nakuru, Kenya says:

    Praise the Lord, sir! Thanks for the good gospel word you posted. I would love to have you come down here and deliver to us please. God bless you!

  16. Wilfredo says:

    Hi! I’ve been following your web site for some time now and finally got the courage to go ahead and give you a shout out from Kingwood, Texas!

    Just wanted to say keep up the fantastic job!

  17. Lesley McCain says:

    It’s great to finally have an opportunity to reach out to you and personally thank you for your assistance and guidance in my spiritual recovery program. The lessons you shared are a treasure that I share with others today. I am eternally grateful… It’s people like you that make it possible for people like me to look deep within and change the mind set to productivity instead of destruction.

  18. Fran Leeman says:

    I am appreciative that you have come to see this “real point of the gospel” — restoration — because I remain convinced that most of the church of our day has a vague idea of it at best.

  19. Bishop D. says:

    I don’t know you but thank God for you because this is right on time. Thank you.

  20. Lucia says:

    Thank you very much for the forgiveness bible study. There’s a lot to chew and swallow but I am going to eat it… all… for l do need it. I appreciate the opportunity and invitation. God bless you abundantly my brother and thank you for allowing the Lord to use you as a conduit.

  21. Pastor Fran Leeman says:

    I read it; loved it… We often are not really facing how we have accepted a “status quo” Christian existence, plodding through our days not really alive to God… I liked your use of recovery as a synonym for salvation––that could be really helpful for people to take the religion out of the notions of salvation, and infuse the term with a restorative mentality.

  22. Dianne says:

    wow, wow, WOW.
    I really get it so much more, you explain it so thorough and scripturally.
    God has blessed you with an amazing spiritual gift to explain so many things about our selfish nature.
    All for His glory! Amen
    Dianne

  23. Janet says:

    What a relief, to be reminded once again, that I am not responsible for everyone and everything. Although I love to take control, it is so overwhelming and I know that it is not mine. That is why the load is so heavy when I try to carry it. I do that because I stop trusting that God will take care of it, and I think that I will feel better and everyone will be better off if I just take over. What a lie!

  24. Hi Steve, I just read your essay and it is right on. You did a lot of work and your study was directed by God’s eternal truth from the Bible.

    Pastor Ross

  25. I have gone through the FREEdom from MEdom Project then concluded that it is divine; my heart is deeply touched. I have been touched by your vision for delivering addicted people. May this vision that is still in the womb be quickened to maturity. May God expand your vision mightily all over the world. I’m moved to pray for this ministry because it is a unique one… I know that this wave shall cause a great revival in our land.

  26. Edward Stermin says:

    Without the guidance this program gave me, who knows where I would be today. Today, I am happily living out my life… and recommend this program to anyone who is addicted… This program laid a foundation that I neglected to build growing up. It gave me real direction and the resources to make clean decisions. My life is in no way perfect. Life still has its problems, but I now can rationally work my way through them.

  27. Sherrie says:

    I am finding these articles and activities very well written and thought provoking. A good study for ANYONE! Those who go through it will come out with a much better understanding. It really puts things into perspective.

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