{"id":169,"date":"2012-01-18T01:08:55","date_gmt":"2012-01-18T01:08:55","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.freedomfrommedom.com\/wp3\/?p=169"},"modified":"2024-03-26T22:03:31","modified_gmt":"2024-03-26T22:03:31","slug":"betrayed-i-dont-know-that-man","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.freedomfrommedom.com\/wp3\/believe\/betrayed-i-dont-know-that-man","title":{"rendered":"I Don\u2019t Know That Man! (Peter’s Betrayal)"},"content":{"rendered":"

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30\u00a0<\/sup>Then they sang a hymn and went out to the Mount of Olives. 31\u00a0<\/sup>On the way, Jesus told them,\u00a0\u201cTonight all of you will desert me. For the Scriptures say,<\/span> \u2018God will strike\u00a0the Shepherd, <\/span><\/span>and the sheep of the flock will be scattered.\u2019 32\u00a0<\/sup>But after I have been raised from the dead, I will go ahead of you to Galilee and meet you there.\u201d 33\u00a0<\/sup>Peter declared, \u201cEven if everyone else deserts you, I will never desert you.\u201d 34\u00a0<\/sup>Jesus replied,\u00a0\u201cI tell you the truth, Peter\u2014this very night, before the rooster crows, you will deny three times that you even know me.\u201d 35\u00a0<\/sup>\u201cNo!\u201d Peter insisted. \u201cEven if I have to die with you, I will never deny you!\u201d And all the other disciples vowed the same.\u00a0 Matthew 26:30-35 (NLT)<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

After saying these things, Jesus crossed the Kidron Valley with his disciples and entered a grove of olive trees.<\/span>\u00a02\u00a0<\/sup>Judas, the betrayer, knew this place, because Jesus had often gone there with his disciples.<\/span>\u00a03\u00a0<\/sup>The leading priests and Pharisees had given Judas a contingent of Roman soldiers and Temple guards to accompany him. Now with blazing torches, lanterns, and weapons, they arrived at the olive grove. <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

4\u00a0<\/sup>Jesus fully realized all that was going to happen to him, so he stepped forward to meet them.\u00a0\u201cWho are you looking for?\u201d<\/span> he asked. 5\u00a0<\/sup>\u201cJesus the Nazarene,\u201d they replied. \u201cI am<\/span> he,\u201d]<\/sup><\/span>\u00a0Jesus said. (Judas, who betrayed him, was standing with them.)<\/span>\u00a06\u00a0<\/sup>As Jesus said\u00a0\u201cI am<\/span>\u00a0he,\u201d<\/span>\u00a0they all drew back and fell to the ground!<\/span>\u00a07\u00a0<\/sup>Once more he asked them,\u00a0\u201cWho are you looking for?\u201d And again they replied, \u201cJesus the Nazarene.\u201d 8\u00a0<\/sup>\u201cI told you that\u00a0I am<\/span>\u00a0he,\u201d\u00a0Jesus said.\u00a0\u201cAnd since I am the one you want, let these others go.\u201d<\/span>\u00a09\u00a0<\/sup>He did this to fulfill his own statement: \u201cI did not lose a single one of those you have given me.\u201d John 18:1-9 (NLT)<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

55\u00a0<\/sup>Then Jesus said to the crowd (of soldiers), \u201cAm I some dangerous revolutionary, that you come with swords and clubs to arrest me? Why didn\u2019t you arrest me in the Temple? I was there teaching every day.<\/span><\/span>\u00a056\u00a0<\/sup>But this is all happening to fulfill the words of the prophets as recorded in the Scriptures.\u201d<\/span> At that point, all the disciples deserted him and fled.\u00a0<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

67\u00a0<\/sup>Then they began to spit in Jesus\u2019 face and beat him with their fists. And some slapped him,<\/span>\u00a068\u00a0<\/sup>jeering, \u201cProphesy to us, you Messiah! Who hit you that time?”\u00a0<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

69\u00a0<\/sup>Meanwhile, Peter was sitting outside in the courtyard. A servant girl came over and said to him, \u201cYou were one of those with Jesus the Galilean.\u201d\u00a0<\/span>70\u00a0<\/sup>But Peter denied it in front of everyone. \u201cI don\u2019t know what you\u2019re talking about,\u201d he said.\u00a0<\/span>71\u00a0<\/sup>Later, out by the gate, another servant girl noticed him and said to those standing around, \u201cThis man was with Jesus of Nazareth.\u201d\u00a0<\/span>72\u00a0<\/sup>Again Peter denied it, this time with an oath. \u201cI don\u2019t even know the man,\u201d he said.\u00a0<\/span>73\u00a0<\/sup>A little later some of the other bystanders came over to Peter and said, \u201cYou must be one of them; we can tell by your Galilean accent.\u201d\u00a0<\/span>74\u00a0<\/sup>Peter swore, \u201cA curse on me if I\u2019m lying\u2014I don\u2019t know the man!\u201d And immediately the rooster crowed. <\/span>Matthew 26:55-75 (NLT)<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

61\u00a0<\/sup>At that moment the Lord turned and looked at Peter. Suddenly, the Lord\u2019s words flashed through Peter\u2019s mind:\u00a0\u201cBefore the rooster crows tomorrow morning, you will deny three times that you even know me.\u201d<\/span><\/span>\u00a062\u00a0<\/sup>And Peter left the courtyard, weeping bitterly. Luke 22:61-62 (NLT)<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

A fictional narrative inspired by real life events, according to Simon Peter, by Steven Gledhill<\/em><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

H\"behind<\/a>is countenance was captivating, this Jesus. The first time my eyes met his I could sense there was something special about him. He was a leader\u2014a winner. I just knew that about him. We all did. When he spoke to me and my friends, his disposition was so kind and friendly, his voice oozing sincerity. We\u2019d been fishing all night and had a pretty good catch. We had just cleaned out our boats when the man approached the group of us. He took an interest in what we were doing, asked a few questions about our business, families and so on. He could tell we were quite busy, so after a bit of friendly conversation he politely excused himself and went his way.<\/p>\n

He would come back around every couple of days and we would talk some more. My friends were also drawn to this man and quickly we identified him as a friend, as we believe he did with us. But then he quit coming around. After some time\u2014thinking back, maybe a month and a half or so\u2014he came around again but not the time he usually did. This time there was something different about him. He looked a little different. He had thinned out a bit, as if he hadn\u2019t been eating for awhile; looking kind of malnourished. But he didn\u2019t carry himself as though he was physically weak. He expressed himself with an inner strength and confidence I hadn\u2019t really seen in him before.<\/p>\n

\"6a0111685b6406970c01156f692fb7970c\"<\/a>It was also unusually early in the morning. It was still pretty dark out. We had just come in from work. We had a really bad night. We didn\u2019t catch a thing. We had brought our boats in and had started the chore of cleaning them. I should mention as well that he\u2019d become kind of famous or something because there were a bunch of folks on the beach with him. Then he hopped into my boat and said, \u201cI have a thought\u2026why don\u2019t you go back out and cast your nets on the other side of your boats into the deeper water.\u201d<\/p>\n

What was he talking about? Why would he ask that? Had he been to a fishing seminar since we saw him last and learned something new about our industry? He had been working with wood building and fixing stuff. It was an unusual request asking us to go back out. You would think I would have felt insulted by this but in this case, from him, I was alright. We had come to respect this guy a great deal and he just had a way about him; like he was an authority on everything. You know the type. Except there wasn\u2019t even a scent of arrogance from this man. He was just someone who had a way of influencing people; not as a manner of manipulation but because everything he said made so much sense to all of us.<\/p>\n

So we did what he said. Not expecting anything, we went back out and threw our nets into the deeper water. Then it happened. Fish were literally diving into our nets as if they wanted to be caught and eaten. Hundreds, thousands of large lively fish flopping everywhere in both boats. It was awesome! Then it got scary. We had so many fish in our nets that we felt the massive weight of these fish pulling the boats down. You could hear our nets starting to rip and we wondered if we might actually sink from too much fish. We even tried unloading some fish back into the sea but they were jumping into our nets faster than we \"charlie-brown-happiness<\/a>could dump them out so we agreed to get our boats to shore as quickly as we could.<\/p>\n

We saw Jesus standing on the shore with this look on his face like he was completely responsible for this. Again, it was not a look of \u201cI told you so\u201d arrogance. It was a look of assurance, like an athlete who absolutely knows he will do something amazing because he can, and because if you\u2019re on his team, you need him to. We had enough fish to sell to the merchants that we could live on these earnings for a few years, it was that substantial\u2014that unbelievable. Then he said to us: \u201cCome with me.\u201d We didn\u2019t even ask what he was talking about or where he was going. We knew he had the Spirit of God somehow in some way. There was no other way to explain it.<\/p>\n

I explained to my wife and children what had happened that day. We all agreed that he must be the One chosen by God to lead his people from our brutal oppressor\u2014to pilot the revolution. What I hadn\u2019t told my wife yet was that I\u2019d already given Jesus my word that I would go with him. When I told her that he had asked me to be an important part of his team, she said, \u201cGo! He has been provident in seeing that we have means to flourish in your absence. It\u2019s an opportunity of a lifetime that will change the course of history for our people.\u201d<\/p>\n

So I went with him. So did my friends James and John. Over the next couple of years, the crowds grew. When he said we would be fishers of men he wasn\u2019t kidding around. There were twelve of us that you might say were in his inner circle, but there were dozens if not hundreds of folks that followed him everywhere. He called us disciples. Everywhere we went the word had gone ahead of us that Jesus was coming, hundreds, and sometimes thousands of people with their entire families would gather to hear him speak. Then he would amaze the crowds with miracles.<\/p>\n

He healed people of their injuries and afflictions. I mean for some people it was severe. Some were healed of blindness. Others who\u2019d been paralyzed were walking and running again. We knew a lot of these folks and they\u2019d been messed up for a long time before Jesus came along. People who were insane and whose minds were inhabited by demons were set free. It was never ever unremarkable. You never got used to someone being healed or set free. Jesus showed compassion on every single one of them. One woman made a particular impression on him, and Mary followed us everywhere we went. You might say she became an important player on the team. She had a soldier\u2019s mentality having fought her demons for so many years. If there was ever a woman who could keep up with us men, she was it.<\/p>\n

\"behind<\/a>Then, when you thought you\u2019d seen it all, Jesus stepped it up a notch. Some rich guy came to him because his daughter was gravely ill. Jesus said he\u2019d go with him, that his daughter would be healed. Along the way to the rich guy\u2019s mansion, Jesus just stopped dead in his tracks amidst a flurry of commotion. He said, \u201cPower just left me.\u201d What? When I asked him what he meant he said, \u201cSomeone touched me and power left me.\u201d There were people bumping and slamming into him all over the place. I didn\u2019t get it but Jesus turned and looked for someone. There she was. Some woman we had all known to be unclean with disease was just standing there until Jesus approached her. Then she fell to her knees, literally trembling. He proceeded to privately whisper something into her ear. Then there she went, eyes glistening with obvious tears of joy as she grinned with a thrilled look on her face.<\/p>\n

\"charlie-brown-happiness<\/a>Sadly, one of the rich guy\u2019s servants came and said to him, “Don\u2019t bother the healer it\u2019s too late; your daughter is dead.” Jesus said to Jairus, \u201cTrust me, she\u2019s only asleep… let\u2019s go to your house.\u201d This wouldn\u2019t be just another healing. Trust me; this little girl really was dead. She couldn\u2019t have been older than twelve. Jesus threw everybody out of the room except her parents and a few of us. To the doctors and nurses and all the cynical medical personnel the rich guy could afford, Jesus said, \u201cOut!\u201d He then prayed. We could hear him quietly ask God (Jesus called Him \u2018Father\u2019) for the authority to raise the dead. I started freaking out. My knees got weak. Raise the dead, are you kidding me? He did it. It was stunning\u2014miraculous.<\/p>\n

Jesus could raise the dead! He had that kind of connection with our Creator. He\u2019d do it again later when he raised his friend Lazarus from the grave. Lazarus had been dead for three days. He didn\u2019t even stink when he came out. It was a microcosm of sorts of what we believed about the revolution\u2014that after hundreds of years of tragic oppression and persecution at the hand of the Romans, Jesus would raise us up against seemingly impossible odds to victory and freedom. I mean nothing was impossible for him. He even had authority over the weather. He fed thousands of people\u2014twice\u2014with just a handful of bread and a couple of fish.<\/p>\n

There was even that night when we thought for sure we would be overcome on our boat by a ferocious storm. He wasn\u2019t with us for some reason and we thought for sure we would die. It was truly scary. Then as lightning would flash upon the sea, there was a man out there, actually on the water–not in the water, on the water. Thinking we were seeing things… all of us having the same delusion during the plight of our demise? I called out, \u201cLord if it\u2019s you, command me to come to you!\u201d I was desperate and going to die so why not call out to the imaginary man on the water. A voice called back, \u201cCome on over, Peter, it\u2019s me!\u201d<\/p>\n

\"charlie-brown-happiness<\/a>The imaginary man actually shouted back a response? And he knows my name? I\u2019m going to die anyway so I climbed out the boat and kind of jumped in. Except, it was more like I jumped on. I was wet but I was not sinking. I walked out to whom I eventually recognized to be Jesus. Just as a really big gust of wind kicked up I was splashed hard in the face by a blast of water. I panicked and dropped like a rock. I reached up as I sank and screamed frantically, \u201cJesus!\u201d He caught me and lifted me up and, as I clutched onto his arm as if my life depended on it (since it did), we walked on water\u2026I said, WE WALKED ON WATER back to the boat. He told me later that as he was reaching into the water to pull me up that his Father (God) was reaching down to him, and Jesus said to me, \u201cI hold onto Him because my life depends on it.\u201d<\/p>\n

Over time a number of the hundreds of followers of Jesus fell away as he would say things that were too difficult to accept; you know like eating his flesh and drinking his blood kind of stuff. His heart broke each time one of whom had become his flock of sheep would leave looking for an easier way. He even asked the twelve of us once, \u201cAre you going to leave me too?\u201d Are you kidding? The bigger picture was the revolution; something most of our people didn\u2019t have the where-with-all to follow through with. They were angry and terribly dissatisfied with the way things were under this evil regime. There was no escaping it. But it was as though remaining in their \u201cEgypt\u201d was easier than what it would take to become brothers in arms with the One we had come to fully believe was our Savior\u2014our Messiah\u2014who would walk in front of our army against the Roman army the way David walked in front of the Israeli army, going on to slay Goliath. We were poised to take on our Goliath with Jesus channeling the presence of God. There was no doubt that our time was coming.<\/p>\n

The tenor of our mood changed in the coming weeks as Jesus would talk about how he had to die for all men to be free. This did not set well with me. As it happens, on more than one occasion, Malchus, a deputy of the High Priest, would shout out to me, \u201cWe\u2019re coming for your messiah\u201d after Jesus would perform a miracle, or heal someone on the Sabbath, or make claims to be the Son of God, or make fools of the priests and Pharisees.<\/p>\n

\"6a0111685b6406970c01156f692fb7970c\"<\/a>Recently, Jesus had gone into the temple and was infuriated by what he saw. He couldn\u2019t take it anymore. Merchants would take advantage of my people as they would grossly inflate prices for livestock that we would purchase to sacrifice at the altar as atonement for our selfish mistakes. Jesus went in and literally started turning this place upside down. Tables went flying. Doves went flying. You could hear coins jingling around all over the place from all the money getting knocked around. Then Jesus took aim at the Pharisees and scribes. In front of thousands during Passover he called out the official leaders of our people as sanctioned by the Romans. He called them what they are: hypocrites and blind guides. I mean he was ruthless in his blunt description of the truth of these men that used religion to control the people. Jesus grew up in it, and by now had had his fill of their blatant hypocrisy.<\/p>\n

If they had a problem with Jesus before; now they were done with him. Malchus shouted out to me again, \u201cWe\u2019re coming for him, and there is nothing you can do about it.\u201d I thought to myself and then whispered to John, \u201cWe\u2019ll see about that. Malchus just made the list. We\u2019ll see who gets who.\u201d<\/p>\n

\"behind<\/a>We were all sitting together, the thirteen of us. There was a secret place we could go to get away. Jesus, looking around at each of us asked the question, \u201cWho do you say that I am?\u201d I said, \u201cLord, you are the Christ… You\u2019re our David who will lead the revolution to victory.\u201d He answered me, \u201cThe Spirit of God is alive in you.\u201d But then not long after that he was talking about dying again. This time I\u2019d had enough and said emphatically, \u201cNo! The revolution needs you. You\u2019re our David, you cannot die! Let Malchus take me (as much as I hate that man).\u201d Then Jesus said something that shook me to the core that is still rattling around in my deflated spirit. \u201cGet behind me Satan,\u201d he said. \u201cIn fact, you will deny knowing me three times before dawn when the rooster crows.\u201d That messed me up. I cannot let it go. One minute I had the spirit of God and the next the spirit of Satan?<\/p>\n

\"6a0111685b6406970c01156f692fb7970c\"<\/a>Later that night, as we honored the Passover, my Lord, with a pan of water and a rag, started washing our feet, and after rebuking me yet again for something I said about how it should be me washing his feet, he began saying more things I didn\u2019t really understand that seemed to imply that he had to become least and die in order to serve and fully restore his people. Wanting desperately to lose the Satan complex I\u2019d developed, with tears in my eyes as my voice quivered, I said, \u201cThen Lord, wash all of me so that I can be clean.\u201d I so needed him to make me right with him. He said, \u201cNo, Peter, only your feet are dirty.” Then, when he said one of us would betray him, I thought that surely he was talking about me. He said I\u2019d deny knowing him, and he called me Satan. I was losing it! Then Judas slipped out. What was up with that?<\/p>\n

\"behind<\/a>Just an hour or so ago, I woke up to a small army of armed Roman soldiers\u2014hundreds of them, maybe a thousand, armed to the teeth\u2014who showed up for war. Here we were, David versus Goliath. There was Malchus, leading the way just as he said he would. Jesus then asked them, \u201cWho are you looking for?\u201d Jesus didn\u2019t look right. He’s lost some weight. He hadn\u2019t been eating much the last few weeks. The stress he was under had stripped him of his appetite. You could tell that he was anticipating something. Still awakening from my few hours of slumber, I noticed that Jesus had blots of blood on his clothing and he seemed to have bled from within. It was striking what what I was seeing before my eyes.<\/p>\n

Anyway… Malchus didn\u2019t seem to recognize the man he had determined would be arrested that nught. He responded, \u201cWe\u2019re looking for Jesus the Nazarene.\u201d Jesus said, \u201cI AM he.\u201d Next, I saw our David rise up against Goliath as Malchus and his entire army of Roman troops stumbled back and fell to the ground as if a tempest wind had burst upon them with insurmountable force. You could hear soldiers falling in the shadows beyond our sight as they all went down. I was seething. It was our call to arms. I reached and pulled out my blade; like David, I was going to chop off the head of Goliath as he lay defenseless on the ground. I swung at Malchus with my sword and missed my mark except that I clipped his ear as he ducked from my vicious attack. Jesus jumped in front of me before I could finish the job. “I want to kill them all; Judas too,” I yelled out.<\/p>\n

In the last hour, Jesus allowed his captors to get up and they’ve taken him under arrest. He surrendered. He gave up, just like that.<\/p>\n

“What the…?”<\/p>\n

I was perplexed, to say the least. The words of Jesus had laid wast to an army batallion of Roman soldiers. They were on ground, unable to get up. My friends and I could have killed them all before sunrise.<\/p>\n

As Jesus was arrested and taken into custody, my friends ran into the night, accept for John. I guess John has connections with temple servants such as yourself. So I\u2019m trying to answer your question. I stood there watching these so-called officials of justice torture and mutilate my brother, my teacher, my savior. Goliath is having his way with David. Where is God? Is this not our time? Is the revolution dying with the man we called \u201cLord and Master\u201d? Were we mistaken? Is this not the ultimate betrayal?<\/p>\n

We believed that one day quite soon, under the power and authority of Jesus, who was most certainly connected to Amighty God, we believed that it was our time. They arrested Jesus. Their treatment him of him was horrific. How could he let them do that? These are the same armed soldiers, hundreds of them, that Jesus knocked down to the ground seemingly moments before. He did it with words, just like he had done to still the waters of the sea by speaking to the wind. With that kind of power and authority, even power to raise the dead, who could possibly stop us from taking our nation back?<\/p>\n

There wasn’t much more than a dozen of us, but we could easily recruit enough followers to establish an army of our own. We wouldn’t even need weapons. Just as Jesus had previously given us the same power he operated with to heal people and cast out demons, we had no doubt that when it was time, it would indeed be our time. Jesus could have given us the same power and authority from God as he operated with. He would often say, “It’s not my time,” or, “My time hasn’t come,” but putting a regimen of armed soldiers on their backs, impotent to stop us, I, like my brothers in battle, believe that this was his time; our time.<\/p>\n

Myself and my friends were simply devestated. This Jesus, defeated by his adversary, appeared vaguely familiar to us. His captors took Jesus in the middle of the night and began to beat him mercilessly. I watched in horror. This could not be the same Jesus that healed the blind and lame, cast out demons, and resurrected Lazarus from the dead. How could it be? Jesus claimed he would come back to life after being executed to death. But it’s not the same thing. Jesus raised up Lazarus from the grave, but who would raise Jesus back to life?<\/p>\n

Not only would we lose our teacher, mentor, and brother, with whom we loved, but we also would be losing our defender and deliverer from the Romans. What would become of us<\/em>? How could Jesus leave us when he had the capability to confidentally go to war with us to take back what never should have been taken from us… our livelihood. I left my family for most of three years for this cause. I could not make sense of it, no matter how hard I tried.<\/p>\n

So to answer the question I would be asked at least three times, \u201cWasn\u2019t I also with Jesus?\u201d I don\u2019t know that<\/em> man. He wasn’t the same man! Not even close!<\/p>\n

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Someone noticed me and shouted, \u201cHey… over here!\u201d \u201cLook who\u2019s here. It\u2019s one of those fools who is with Jesus, someone who bantied about as though he’s was better than we are.\u201d<\/p>\n

I\u2019m telling you, I don\u2019t know that<\/em> man! I thought I did. He\u2019s changed. He\u2019s not who I thought he was.<\/p>\n

\u201cIn fact, you were pretty obnoxious. You thought you were really something. But look at your messiah now. Your fearless commander is not looking too good; and neither are you. Your Simon, right?\u201d<\/p>\n

I can\u2019t take anymore of this! Damn you and me both! I don’t know that<\/em> man! He betrayed us all. We’re all fools, no more than fodder for the bully Romans. We’re all lost! Can’t you see that? There is no hope! The dream of freedom from Roman oppression died tonight.<\/p>\n

Then, the rooster crowed and Jesus was led right past Peter where they locked glances. Peter\u2019s heart broke. Three years of his life and the hopes and dreams of his people were dying with Jesus. How could he just give up like that? Where was his courage? And the heart of Jesus, a misunderstood servant, broke as he understood what was in Peter\u2019s heart.<\/p>\n

This is a fictional story adapted from the non-fictional account in Scripture. For the rest of the non-fictional story, refer to Restoration Trifecta<\/a>.<\/p>\n