Jonny Lang’s Turn Around Testimony

Jonny Lang: Finding Peace in Amazing Grace by Amy Hammond Hagberg

Excerpt fromHow Do You Know He’s Real: Celebrity Reflections of True Life Experiences with God

CBN.com Jonny Lang has been called a prodigy, a virtuoso, and a once-in-a-generation blues artist. Whatever label you apply, his extraordinary talent is the real thing. Lang catapulted into the music spotlight when he was only 13. Critics and fans alike were astounded by his soulful playing and gravelly vocals. He sounded more like a 40 year blues veteran than a teenager from the plains of North Dakota.

His debut solo album, “Lie to Me”, was recorded when he was just 15 years old. It went platinum, as did the following year’s release, “Wander this World.” Lang spent his teenage years with guitar legends like B.B. King and Buddy Guy and toured almost non-stop with the Rolling Stones, Aerosmith and Sting. Altogether, he’s recorded five albums and earned a Grammy nomination.

Lang’s accolades are far-reaching. He was named the Best New Guitarist in Guitar magazine’s reader’s poll and was also named to Newsweek’s Century Club of the 100 Americans expected to be influential in the next millennium. He was even profiled in U.S News and World Report.

67-mustange-junk-yard (4)“Between the drinking, the drugs and my fascination with magical religions like witchcraft, I was about as far away from God as I could possibly be. But my family kept praying for me, and I know God honored their prayers and snatched me up out of all that. I don’t think I could have written a better storyline than what God has given me.

“I spent my childhood on a farm outside the small town of Casselton, North Dakota – an agriculturally rich spot in the heart of the Red River Valley. My father was a farmer as was his father before him. I probably would have been a farmer too. But instead, I found music.

“My parents had a huge pile of records. They listened to a lot of Motown, Steely Dan, Stevie Wonder and Otis Redding. My mom is a great singer – she even went down to Nashville to cut a demo at one point and took a shot at a music career. But she chose to raise a family instead of pursuing music. So I’ve been around music my whole life.

“When I was 12, my dad took me to see a band some of his friends were in called the Bad Medicine Blues Band. It was the first concert I’d ever been to and I was thrilled. The guitar player, Ted Larson, really inspired me; I wanted to be just like him. My dad gave me a guitar for my 13th birthday, and I was fortunate enough to take lessons from Ted.

“It wasn’t too long before they asked me to join the band and changed the name to Jonny Lang and the Big Bang. About a year later we made an album together called Smokin’.

“I got involved in “adult” activities at a very young age. I started drinking, and smoking cigarettes. But there was an unwritten rule in our band that there was no drinking the day of the show. So I managed to keep things in check… for a while.

“After about two years of playing together, we went down to Minneapolis to take part in a Showcase event. There were a bunch of record labels at the show looking for new acts to sign. I ended up getting signed as a solo artist by A&M Records.

“What happened to me after that is almost a blur. The first album we did together, Lie to Me, debuted at #1 on Billboard’s New Artist chart. My next album was just as successful. The excitement and pressure of being with a major label definitely changed things. I was on the road constantly, playing with musicians twice my age in places where they check your id at the door. But it didn’t matter how old I was because I was the headliner.

“By the time I was 17, I was an alcoholic and smoking two packs a day. I also started doing drugs. It was mostly marijuana, but there were other drugs as well. In my position, anything I wanted was just handed to me. I used cocaine, ecstasy, and hallucinogens. I really loved to be high. It got to be such a problem, that if I wasn’t high I didn’t feel normal.

“Despite the fact that my parents divorced when I was young, they still tried to get me to go to church with them and have me attend Sunday school. But I never really had an interest in religion. I saw things that really burned me and turned me off to Christianity – especially hypocrisy. However, what turned me off the most about Christianity was that I’d never seen the power of God move. It was just a lot of going through the motions but not experiencing His power or His presence. I thought the miracles you saw on TV were just hoaxes. And I certainly wasn’t interested in being held accountable for my actions, which is basically what it all boils down to.

“If anybody tried to talk to me about God or Jesus I would say things like, “Okay, I’ve heard that one and I’m not interested.” I got involved in a lot of less accepted forms of spiritual expression that I thought were the right path. I guess you could call it witchcraft for lack of a better term. And through those rituals I had experiences and saw things that were so powerful. Now this was real! But I found out later where the real power is.

“When I was 16, I met the most wonderful girl in Los Angeles while on tour and became great friends with her and her family. I fell in love with her right away, but she was scared of me – who could blame her? Eventually we started dating. When I was in town her family would try to get me to go to church with them. But I was thinking, “Don’t even try.” I’m just so thankful that they loved me because I was such a mess. They loved me through all that and God gave them a heart to stick with me.

“Fast forward a bit. Haylie and I had been broken up for a period of time but I was still real tight with her family. In fact, her father, Cliff, was like a second dad to me. That sometimes made it kind of uncomfortable between me and Haylie.

“Cliff had become very sick – he had Hepatitis C and cancer all over his body. It got so bad that He was being cared for by hospice nurses in their home. I had a break in my schedule and was able to go to California for a visit.

“One night while I was there, I decided to go out with a friend of mine to get high. We went to his apartment, but before we had a chance to do anything, the phone rang. It was Haylie’s mom … Cliff had just died. I remember feeling relieved, because he had been suffering so much, struggling for every breath. Honestly, I was more worried about interacting with Haylie and her family than I was about Cliff actually passing away. I didn’t have very much backbone, and I wasn’t prepared to deal with the whole situation.

“But I had to go back to the house. While I was walking out in the hallway of my friend’s apartment building, I was suddenly hit in the stomach by the most incredible force. It spread from there and filled my whole body. I had this soundness of mind and this extraordinary peace that I just couldn’t explain. It was an incredible feeling.

“After a few minutes I started rationalizing – it was probably just some sort of primal instinct that comes out to help cope with the death of a loved one. In my mind, I tried to find a natural explanation for it. I certainly never thought it might have something to do with God.

“When I got back to the house, everybody was just beside themselves. I was not the kind of person who could deal with those kinds of emotions. But whatever had happened to me in that apartment hallway gave me a special wisdom to handle it. Everything I said was the perfect counsel – wisdom that I just did not possess. For some reason I had the most remarkable heart to be the counselor. I was even using words I’d never used before! At one point I said out loud, “Who are you?” Thinking back on it now, I can almost hear God chuckling in the background.

“After a little while, the pastor of their church came over. I was upset at his presence; I figured he would just fill them with false hope and say things like, “Cliff is in a better place now.” A better place? I didn’t believe that… Cliff was just dead, end of story.

“We all went into Cliff’s room and gathered around his body. The pastor started singing Amazing Grace, and I started rolling my eyes. But it was their dad, who was one to make waves, so I mumbled the words too. When the song was over, that same peace hit me again – and this time it hit the whole room. Everybody went from being completely hysterical to poof … the grieving was done. Again, I figured it was just something therapeutic to help them manage.

“When the morgue was coming to remove Cliff’s body, I thought it would be best if Haylie didn’t see that. So I took her to the back yard. We talked about what had been going on that night and our memories of her dad. All of a sudden, I got hit in the stomach again with that tremendous force. It was almost like I had to throw up – I couldn’t keep it down any longer. Bursting out of my mouth came the word “Jesus!” right in the middle of our conversation. The power of God hit me so hard that I started shaking in my chair. It was like somebody grabbed my shoulders and shook me forcefully back and forth. It didn’t hurt, but it was violent.

depressed woman (2)“Yet at the same time I felt total peace. He didn’t say “Hey, this is Jesus” or anything, but I knew it was Him. I heard Him say to me, “You don’t have to have this if you don’t want it.” I was completely and utterly amazed, and I definitely wanted it. I wanted it more than anything I’d ever wanted in my whole life. I kept shaking and shaking until I fell to the ground. I gave my life to Christ right there at that moment.

“While I was lying on the grass a filmstrip was playing in my mind. Memories of all the times I’d persecuted Christians came clearly into focus. I remembered how I’d told my dad he was crazy for what he believed. Later, I called my dad and told him I’d given my life to Jesus. Do you know what he said? “Yeah, I knew that would happen someday.” You see, they’d been praying for that moment all along.

“At Cliff’s funeral a few days later, I confessed publicly that Jesus was my Lord and Savior. Haylie and her mom almost fell off their chairs. Even though Haylie had been sitting next to me when I had my encounter with the Lord, she doesn’t remember anything about it. In a court of law I’d probably be overruled – there’s no proof of what happened. But I know it happened, it was a private, supernatural moment between me and almighty God.

“What’s so miraculous about this whole experience is that I had not been pursuing God. I despised Him. I was living with total hostility toward God and He still loved and delivered me. While I was shaking I was actually being delivered of all the addictions and demons inside me. From then on, I had absolutely zero cravings for the drugs, the alcohol or the tobacco. The best recovery program in the world can’t claim that.

“He also healed me of another thing that night … dyslexia. My whole life, this learning disability had prohibited me from sitting down and reading a book – it was just too frustrating. But when Jesus touched my life, he healed me of dyslexia and gave me a heart to read the Bible. More importantly, He gave me the ability to comprehend it. So what the enemy meant for evil – in the area of my reading comprehension – God meant for good. The first book I ever really read was the Bible – what a great place to start!

“The most convincing reason that I know He’s real is that I know the person I was before I met Him. I know the way I thought and the way I conducted my life. That old person was replaced with a brand new one, a person who was willing to conform to the image of Christ. All the sermons in the world could not have convinced me of that. But He convinced me Himself and I know the truth. I’ve witnessed so many wonders and miracles and God just proves himself to me constantly. There’s nothing that could convince me otherwise. Jesus is the living God.”

The following was originally published in Christianity Today

Turn Around is your fifth album, and your first release to the Christian marketplace. Can you tell us a little bit about the writing process for the record?

I wrote and produced the record with a couple of guys: Drew Ramsey and Shannon Sanders. And the three of us began writing for this record – we spread it out probably over about a year, and then we began recording the album, and also finishing up writing while recording some other songs. But I think this is probably the most focused I’ve been, lyrically speaking, about what it was I wanted to say in a record, because this is really the first time that I’ve been outward about my faith in Jesus and what He means to me. (For this record) I definitely knew I wanted tell that story in some way, and about the wonderful things He’s done for me, but I also wanted it to be in the right way, in the way that God wanted it to be. So I did a lot of praying, and I really am happy with how it turned out. And I think it’s a good first step in a sense.

Any favorite tracks on the album?

Hmm, not really, but I think if I had to pick one, “Only a Man” would be the one that I would pick. My wife sings with me on that, and it’s probably the most up front song (I’ve done) about what God has done in my life.

You co-wrote “My Love Remains” with Steven Curtis Chapman. Can you tell us a little bit about that experience?

It was awesome. I’ve known Steven for a few years now, and we became pretty good friends, and our writing together was a result of sort of picking up that friendship. We had written a couple songs together and “My Love Remains” was one of them, and I thought it would be a good fit on this record.

You’ve been a believer for almost seven years now. Can you share with us a little bit about your encounter with the Lord?

Sure. Basically, at a time in my life when I despised the things of God and wanted nothing to do with Jesus or the name of Jesus – people would try to get me to go to church from time to time or tell me about Him, but I just wanted nothing to do with it. And in the middle of all of that, He basically one night just showed up, and I was overwhelmed by His Spirit; I was just sitting there talking to my girlfriend, now my wife, and while we were talking -we weren’t talking about the Lord or anything like that, but unrelated things- and His name just came out of my mouth – I said “Jesus.” And when I said Jesus, I started shaking and I just felt the power of God in me, and I felt myself being delivered from every addiction that I’ve had. I had a lifestyle of drug use and alcohol, and I could feel myself being completely set free of all that stuff. (laughs) I had always said, “If He is who you guys say He is, He’s just going to have to show up and reveal Himself to me,” and that’s exactly what He did. And when I was sort of done shaking or whatever, I just gave my life to Him right on the spot, and that was the beginning of it for me.

It really reminds me of the story of [Apostle] Paul.

Yeah, that’s so funny…afterwards, I just thought, people are just not going to believe me, I initially thought, “This is most insane thing, they’re going to think I’m crazy.” But then I read about what happened to Paul, and I thought, “OK, maybe some people won’t think I’m crazy.” And I’m so grateful that when I had totally just hated Him, He loved me, and it’s something I’ll never forget.

Are you attending a church now?

Yeah, absolutely. I have an awesome church home and an awesome Pastor down in L.A., and I couldn’t be happier. I just feel so blessed – I spent a while looking for a place, my wife and I, and I just really feel, again, He’s done so much for me, and giving us a great church to go to, it’s been amazing.

Do you perform at the church at all?

I sing with the singers from time to time, and I love to do that. It’s probably one of my favorite things.

You’ve been on tour with some of the biggest names in rock music, and now you’re on tour promoting Turn Around. Can you tell us about the difference between those two experiences?

Well, it’s definitely different when you’re travelling around with a huge band like Aerosmith and the Rolling Stones and opening up for them, because for the most part people are just tolerating you until the people that they really came to see come up to play (laughs)…but the experience of it was amazing, just playing in front of that many people was incredible, and meeting all those people and kind of getting to know them, it was great. And it really is this huge production, and “shock and awe,” you know…So it’s very different from the level I play on which are theatres, 2500 seat places, as opposed to 20,000 seat places. But I think I like them both.

How has the response been to this new record as opposed to your old ones?

I haven’t read a whole lot of the comments online or anything like that, but the ones that I have read, it’s pretty much the same: either they don’t like it, or some people aren’t comfortable with me mentioning the name of Jesus, which is to be expected; but some people are excited about it, some people are just like, “I don’t care what you believe but I just like your music.” So it’s all different kinds of people, which is great, I hope for that. I hope that it can relate to and be a blessing to anybody, with the hope that someday they will find Jesus Christ to be the same God that I’ve found Him to be.

Have your thoughts on music in general if they’ve changed at all since you’ve become a believer?

Yeah. You know, music used to be my God and was something that I lived for and that my life revolved around. And since meeting the Lord, it’s taken a back seat, to say the least, to Him. And I feel like I have a lot more perspective now – now when I perform a song or when I write a song or when I’m just thinking about the career I have as a musician, it all, at this point, needs to fall in line with serving Him first, instead of the other way around. So, with that said, I definitely view music differently. It’s just like any gift anybody has – I feel like God gave me whatever gifts I have, and so those should be used to bring glory to Him and to bear fruit for His purposes. And I hope that it only increases from here to do both of those things.


I think what amazed me the most about your testimony is that you went through this rock n’ roll lifestyle at such a young age – I think you described it as kind of like a “blur” from your first record and going through that process. And now you’ve been delivered and you’re still at a young age, and you’ve got a lot of life to live and a lot of things to look forward to. I was wondering what your outlook is on your future career, and just your life in general since having gone through this kind of fast-forwarded experience that takes some people a lifetime to go through.

I’m sort of in the posture of somebody who really needs that connection with the Lord as often as possible—just to feel normal, to feel right, I guess, everyday. So I guess, I look at myself as more of a—this might sound cheesy—but I kind look at myself as more of a child, in the sense that I can understand how little I know about things, and how little control I actually have over my own life, except the decisions I make for or against God. And I realize that I’m just really nothing without Him, that I can’t do anything aside from Him, and it’s just taking it one step at a time. Where before it was load the gun, put the blindfold on, spin around and shoot, was my personal life before, I definitely feel like the Lord has given me a total direction and purpose now.

 

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1 Response to Jonny Lang’s Turn Around Testimony

  1. Rick Selling says:

    The Spirit in me leapt in joyous recognition of his sovereign work in a man who not only was not seeking Him, but despising Him—-just as I have for seasons when hell bent to try to serve two masters. What a great reminder that mere words and knowledge OF Him fades in comparison to tasting Him and finding ourselves staggered with the present power and ability of the Holy Spirit!

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