{"id":877,"date":"2010-07-14T10:00:11","date_gmt":"2010-07-14T15:00:11","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.freedomfrommedom.com\/member\/?p=877"},"modified":"2010-10-14T12:51:36","modified_gmt":"2010-10-14T17:51:36","slug":"what-are-you-thirsting-for","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.freedomfrommedom.com\/member\/featured-articles-freedom-from-medom-series\/what-are-you-thirsting-for","title":{"rendered":"What Are You Thirsting For?"},"content":{"rendered":"<div><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0<\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color: #000000;\"><\/span><\/div>\n<p><span style=\"color: #000000;\"><\/p>\n<div id=\"attachment_2263\" style=\"width: 160px\" class=\"wp-caption alignright\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.freedomfrommedom.com\/wp3\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/06\/Fran-leeman.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-2263\" class=\"size-thumbnail wp-image-2263\" title=\"Fran leeman\" src=\"http:\/\/www.freedomfrommedom.com\/wp3\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/06\/Fran-leeman-150x150.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" \/><\/a><p id=\"caption-attachment-2263\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Pastor Fran Leeman<\/p><\/div>\n<p>Written by Steven Gledhill, for FREEdom from MEdom Project (inspired by a sermon by Pastor <a class=\"wp-oembed\" title=\"The Forgotten Way of Jesus\" href=\"http:\/\/www.amazon.com\/Forgotten-Way-Jesus-wrong-right\/dp\/1448649935\/ref=sr_1_2?ie=UTF8&amp;s=books&amp;qid=1253398909&amp;sr=1-2\" target=\"_self\"><span style=\"color: #993300;\">Fran Leeman<\/span><\/a><span style=\"color: #993300;\">, <\/span><a class=\"wp-oembed\" title=\"LifeSpring Community Church website \" href=\"http:\/\/www.yourlifespring.org\" target=\"_self\"><span style=\"color: #993300;\">LifeSpring Community Church<\/span><\/a>, Plainfield, IL)\u00a0\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Jesus said, <strong>&#8220;Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they shall be satisfied.&#8221;<\/strong>\u00a0Matthew 5:6<strong>\u00a0<\/strong>\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #000000;\">If\u00a0an alcoholic says, &#8220;I&#8217;m thirsty, can I get something to drink?&#8221;, and you offer him a glass of water, he&#8217;ll tend to be rather ungrateful. He had something else in mind. The alternative was unacceptable. What he believes will quench his thirst will not in fact satisfy him. He&#8217;s been conditioned to believe (irrationally) that the only thing that will quench his thirst is something much stronger than the water you gave him. Even though the water was far healthier for him, he is left wanting more.\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #000000;\"><strong>The Samaritan Woman<\/strong>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Jesus had an occasion to address the needs of a woman at a time when he initially asked her to address his desire to have his thirst quenched. Let&#8217;s take a look at the story from John 4:3-15.\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.freedomfrommedom.com\/wp3\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/06\/JesusAndWomanAtWell1.jpg\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignright size-full wp-image-396\" title=\"JesusAndWomanAtWell1\" src=\"http:\/\/www.freedomfrommedom.com\/wp3\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/06\/JesusAndWomanAtWell1.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"350\" height=\"261\" \/><\/span><\/a><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0<\/span><sup id=\"en-NLT-26125\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">3<\/span><\/sup><span style=\"color: #000000;\"> So (Jesus)\u00a0he left Judea and returned to Galilee.\u00a0<\/span><sup id=\"en-NLT-26126\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">4<\/span><\/sup><span style=\"color: #000000;\"> He had to go through Samaria on the way. <\/span><sup id=\"en-NLT-26127\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">5<\/span><\/sup><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Eventually he came to the Samaritan village of Sychar, near the field that Jacob gave to his son Joseph. <\/span><sup id=\"en-NLT-26128\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">6<\/span><\/sup><span style=\"color: #000000;\"> Jacob\u2019s well was there; and Jesus, tired from the long walk, sat wearily beside the well about noontime. <\/span><sup id=\"en-NLT-26129\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">7<\/span><\/sup><span style=\"color: #000000;\"> Soon a Samaritan woman came to draw water, and Jesus said to her, \u201cPlease give me a drink.\u201d <\/span><sup id=\"en-NLT-26130\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">8<\/span><\/sup><span style=\"color: #000000;\"> He was alone at the time because his disciples had gone into the village to buy some food.\u00a0<\/span><sup id=\"en-NLT-26131\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">9<\/span><\/sup><span style=\"color: #000000;\"> The woman was surprised, for Jews refuse to have anything to do with Samaritans. She said to Jesus, \u201cYou are a Jew, and I am a Samaritan woman. Why are you asking me for a drink?\u201d\u00a0<\/span><sup id=\"en-NLT-26132\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">10<\/span><\/sup><span style=\"color: #000000;\"> <strong>Jesus replied, <\/strong><strong>\u201cIf you only knew the gift God has for you and who you are speaking to, you would ask me, and I would give you living water.\u201d<\/strong>\u00a0<\/span><sup id=\"en-NLT-26133\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">11<\/span><\/sup><span style=\"color: #000000;\"> \u201cBut sir, you don\u2019t have a rope or a bucket,\u201d she said, \u201cand this well is very deep. Where would you get this living water? <\/span><sup id=\"en-NLT-26134\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">12<\/span><\/sup><span style=\"color: #000000;\"> And besides, do you think you\u2019re greater than our ancestor Jacob, who gave us this well? <em>How can you offer better water<\/em> than he and his sons and his animals enjoyed?\u201d <\/span><sup id=\"en-NLT-26135\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">13<\/span><\/sup><span style=\"color: #000000;\"> <strong>Jesus replied, \u201cAnyone who drinks this water will soon become thirsty again.<\/strong> <\/span><sup id=\"en-NLT-26136\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">14<\/span><\/sup><span style=\"color: #000000;\"> But those who drink the water I give will never be thirsty again. It becomes a fresh, bubbling spring within them, giving them eternal life.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><sup id=\"en-NLT-26137\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">15<\/span><\/sup><span style=\"color: #000000;\"> <strong>\u201cPlease, sir,\u201d the woman said, \u201cgive me this water! Then I\u2019ll never be thirsty again, and I won\u2019t have to come <em>here <\/em>to get water.\u201d<\/strong>\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Where was <em>here <\/em>for this woman from Samaria? The obvious answer is that <em>here <\/em>refers to the well where this conversation is taking place.The woman still could not see past the circumstance of feeling thirsty for a drink of water.\u00a0If it was Jesus and <em>you<\/em> having the same discussion where would <em>here<\/em> be in your life? What are you thirsting for? \u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Jesus went on (John 3:16-26)\u00a0to identify the <em>here <\/em>for this woman. He deftly pointed out to her that she needed validation from the men in her life. She&#8217;d had five husbands and was living with a sixth man who was not her husband. Jesus engaged in dialogue with the woman about worship. You see, it is what we hunger and thirst for that we actually worship; what we honor with our time, energy, and money. The woman talked about the tradition and religion of her worship rituals, but Jesus wasn&#8217;t talking about that. Her religion instructed her about the law of Moses, yet she did not find adequate satisfaction and contentment in her religion. She had come to believe that her satisfaction was in the way she was validated by the men in her life. The woman had been married five times and divorced five times. There could easily have been adultery, more likely on the part of her husbands since the woman would have been stoned to death\u00a0if she had committed the\u00a0adultery, yet she was alive to talk about it.\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #000000;\">What the woman had come to believe brought her satisfaction only left her disappointed and dissatisfied. Jesus essentially said to her, &#8220;If you only could catch what I am communicating to you, it would radically transform your life and you would not need to jump into one unhealthy dysfunctional relationship after another with guys that have their own issues regarding thirst.&#8221;\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #000000;\"><strong>\u00a0<\/strong>\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #000000;\"><strong>King David<\/strong>\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Who else in the Bible had this issue?\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #000000;\">If you read 1st and 2nd Samuel of the Old Testament, you read that King David is the male counterpart to the Samaritan woman, likely with the fragile psyche and ego of the men who continually discarded the woman.\u00a0Instead of fighting with his army engaged in a conflict, David hung out at the palace.\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<div><span style=\"color: #000000;\"><\/span><\/div>\n<p><span style=\"color: #000000;\"><\/p>\n<div id=\"attachment_2265\" style=\"width: 310px\" class=\"wp-caption alignright\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.freedomfrommedom.com\/wp3\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/06\/jerusalem-the-tower-of-david-.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-2265\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-2265\" title=\"jerusalem-the-tower-of-david-\" src=\"http:\/\/www.freedomfrommedom.com\/wp3\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/06\/jerusalem-the-tower-of-david--300x200.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"200\" \/><\/a><p id=\"caption-attachment-2265\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">King David&#39;s Tower<\/p><\/div>\n<p>With time on his hands, he looked out the window from a tower in the palace and saw beautiful Bathsheba, a married woman,\u00a0taking a bath on the roof of her house. Did she know she\u00a0had an audience\u00a0in full view\u00a0of the king? We don&#8217;t know. What we\u00a0can surmise\u00a0is that on her roof, she was likely up high enough that folks at ground level did not have the same view since she likely lived in a nice well-built\u00a0house (her husband, Uriah, was a General in the army). Knowingly or not, she put on a show for King David. I suppose he\u00a0couldn&#8217;t help himself.\u00a0\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #000000;\">David had his people send for Bathsheba. That day, David seduced her and made love to her. Any more than we\u00a0may not know that Bathsheba may have\u00a0intentionally appealed to the eyes of the king, we also don&#8217;t know that she may have resisted\u00a0David&#8217;s advances to her. I suppose it is possible that David assaulted her against her will. Either way, David&#8217;s thirst to satisfy his lust and sexual urges resulted in adultery against his friend, Uriah the General.\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #000000;\">That&#8217;s where this story is just getting started. Bathsheba became pregnant with David&#8217;s baby. David would summon Uriah to come home from battle so that he would make love to his wife so that David and Bathsheba could link Bathsheba&#8217;s pregnancy with her husband. But Uriah was under strong conviction concerning the plight of his men and could not engage in euphoric activity with his wife aware of the risk, danger, and suffering of his men, fighting to be victorious without their fearless leader. So Uriah doesn&#8217;t sleep with his wife and heads back to the front of the conflict\u00a0to battle with his soldiers.\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #000000;\">This is not going well for David at all. On the FFMP homepage Barack Obama is quoted as having said, &#8220;I was so obsessed with me and the reason I might\u00a0be dissatisfied that\u00a0I couldn&#8217;t focus on other people&#8230;\u00a0When I find myself taking the wrong step, a lot of the times it&#8217;s because I&#8217;m trying to\u00a0protect myself instead of trying to do God&#8217;s work.&#8221; Look at what David does next. He sends word to the front for Uriah to engage in a battle strategy that gets him killed. Now, Uriah is dead. David, then, marries Bathsheba just in time for her baby to belong to King David within the confines of his\u00a0marriage.\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Adultery, deception, betrayal, and murder are working out quite well\u00a0for David to this point. But then David is confronted by his friend Nathan, and comes to realize the brevity of his actions and he is devastated. He is a broken and man, falls on his face before God and prays the confession of Psalm 51 from a sincerely repentent heart, seeking to reconcile with Him.\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><sup id=\"en-NLT-14668\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">1<\/span><\/sup><span style=\"color: #000000;\"> Have mercy on me, O God,<br \/>\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0because of your unfailing love.<br \/>\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Because of your great compassion,<br \/>\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0blot out the stain of my sins.<br \/>\n\u00a0<\/span><sup id=\"en-NLT-14669\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">2<\/span><\/sup><span style=\"color: #000000;\"> Wash me clean from my guilt.<br \/>\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Purify me from my sin.<br \/>\n\u00a0<\/span><sup id=\"en-NLT-14670\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">3<\/span><\/sup><span style=\"color: #000000;\"> For I recognize my rebellion;<br \/>\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0it haunts me day and night.<br \/>\n\u00a0<\/span><sup id=\"en-NLT-14671\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">4<\/span><\/sup><span style=\"color: #000000;\"> Against you, and you alone, have I sinned;<br \/>\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0I have done what is evil in your sight.<br \/>\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0You will be proved right in what you say,<br \/>\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0and your judgment against me is just.<br \/>\n\u00a0<\/span><sup id=\"en-NLT-14672\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">5<\/span><\/sup><span style=\"color: #000000;\"> For I was born a sinner\u2014<br \/>\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0yes, from the moment my mother conceived me.<br \/>\n\u00a0<\/span><sup id=\"en-NLT-14673\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">6<\/span><\/sup><span style=\"color: #000000;\"> But you desire honesty from the womb,<br \/>\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0teaching me wisdom even there.\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.freedomfrommedom.com\/wp3\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/06\/a-man-praying.jpg\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft size-full wp-image-407\" title=\"a man praying\" src=\"http:\/\/www.freedomfrommedom.com\/wp3\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/06\/a-man-praying.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"358\" height=\"260\" \/><\/span><\/a><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0<\/span><sup id=\"en-NLT-14674\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">7<\/span><\/sup><span style=\"color: #000000;\"> Purify me from my sins, and I will be clean;<br \/>\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0wash me, and I will be whiter than snow.<br \/>\n\u00a0<\/span><sup id=\"en-NLT-14675\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">8<\/span><\/sup><span style=\"color: #000000;\"> Oh, give me back my joy again;<br \/>\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0you have broken me\u2014<br \/>\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0now let me rejoice.<br \/>\n\u00a0<\/span><sup id=\"en-NLT-14676\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">9<\/span><\/sup><span style=\"color: #000000;\"> Don\u2019t keep looking at my sins.<br \/>\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Remove the stain of my guilt.<br \/>\n\u00a0<\/span><sup id=\"en-NLT-14677\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">10<\/span><\/sup><span style=\"color: #000000;\"> Create in me a clean heart, O God.<br \/>\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Renew a loyal spirit within me.<br \/>\n\u00a0<\/span><sup id=\"en-NLT-14678\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">11<\/span><\/sup><span style=\"color: #000000;\"> Do not banish me from your presence,\u00a0and don\u2019t take your Holy Spirit from me.\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0<\/span><sup id=\"en-NLT-14679\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">12<\/span><\/sup><span style=\"color: #000000;\"> Restore to me the joy of your salvation,<br \/>\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0and make me willing to obey you.<br \/>\n\u00a0<\/span><sup id=\"en-NLT-14680\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">13<\/span><\/sup><span style=\"color: #000000;\"> Then I will teach your ways to rebels,<br \/>\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0and they will return to you.<br \/>\n\u00a0<\/span><sup id=\"en-NLT-14681\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">14<\/span><\/sup><span style=\"color: #000000;\"> Forgive me for shedding blood, O God who saves;<br \/>\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0then I will joyfully sing of your forgiveness.<br \/>\n\u00a0<\/span><sup id=\"en-NLT-14682\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">15<\/span><\/sup><span style=\"color: #000000;\"> Unseal my lips, O Lord,<br \/>\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0that my mouth may praise you.\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0<\/span><sup id=\"en-NLT-14683\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">16<\/span><\/sup><span style=\"color: #000000;\"> You do not desire a sacrifice, or I would offer one.<br \/>\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0You do not want a burnt offering.<br \/>\n\u00a0<\/span><sup id=\"en-NLT-14684\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">17<\/span><\/sup><span style=\"color: #000000;\"> The sacrifice you desire is a broken spirit.<br \/>\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0You will not reject a broken and repentant heart, O God.<br \/>\n\u00a0<\/span><sup id=\"en-NLT-14685\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">18<\/span><\/sup><span style=\"color: #000000;\"> Look with favor on Zion and help her;<br \/>\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0rebuild the walls of Jerusalem.<br \/>\n\u00a0<\/span><sup id=\"en-NLT-14686\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">19<\/span><\/sup><span style=\"color: #000000;\"> Then you will be pleased with sacrifices offered in the right spirit\u2014<br \/>\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0with burnt offerings and whole burnt offerings.<br \/>\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Then bulls will again be sacrificed on your altar.\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #000000;\">This is the famous prayer of repentance that has become the model for all of us.\u00a0But what happens when we repent\u00a0that\u00a0the consequences of\u00a0our addictive behavior tend to follow\u00a0us around for awhile? What if the consequences are severe?\u00a0 But then disaster happens. When his older kids from his older wives get involved in their own sinister plots for sexual conquest, incestuous rape, revenge, and murder, things go from bad to worse to futility. David relapsed in a big way and would continue to thirst for things in life that were never the will of God. In addition to having several wives, David slept with their servants, &#8220;labeled&#8221; concubines, to somehow make it acceptable to have sex with anyone\u00a0he was remotely attracted to. David thirsted for sex and had the power to have whatever he wanted whenever he wanted.\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #000000;\">When examining David&#8217;s reign as king in II Samuel, you discover that David&#8217;s military and governing leadership group for years was suspect of David&#8217;s abilities to govern and lead. He was a defeated and deflated man. David is wrought with guilt and shame, which rendered him\u00a0feeling inadequate as a failure on so many levels&#8212;as king, as husband and father, and so on. Observe what David wrote from Psalm 38, likely written after his original prayer of repentance in Psalm 51.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><sup id=\"en-NLT-14467\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">1<\/span><\/sup><span style=\"color: #000000;\"> O Lord, don\u2019t rebuke me in your anger<br \/>\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0or discipline me in your rage!<br \/>\n\u00a0<\/span><sup id=\"en-NLT-14468\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">2<\/span><\/sup><span style=\"color: #000000;\"> Your arrows have struck deep,<br \/>\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0and your blows are crushing me.<br \/>\n\u00a0<\/span><sup id=\"en-NLT-14469\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">3<\/span><\/sup><span style=\"color: #000000;\"> Because of your anger, my whole body is sick;<br \/>\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0my health is broken because of my sins.<br \/>\n\u00a0<\/span><sup id=\"en-NLT-14470\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">4<\/span><\/sup><span style=\"color: #000000;\"> My guilt overwhelms me\u2014<br \/>\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0it is a burden too heavy to bear.<br \/>\n\u00a0<\/span><sup id=\"en-NLT-14471\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">5<\/span><\/sup><span style=\"color: #000000;\"> My wounds fester and stink<br \/>\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0because of my foolish sins.<br \/>\n\u00a0<\/span><sup id=\"en-NLT-14472\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">6<\/span><\/sup><span style=\"color: #000000;\"> I am bent over and racked with pain.<br \/>\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0All day long I walk around filled with grief.<br \/>\n\u00a0<\/span><sup id=\"en-NLT-14473\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">7<\/span><\/sup><span style=\"color: #000000;\"> A raging fever burns within me,<br \/>\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0and my health is broken.<br \/>\n\u00a0<\/span><sup id=\"en-NLT-14474\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">8<\/span><\/sup><span style=\"color: #000000;\"> I am exhausted and completely crushed.<br \/>\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0My groans come from an anguished heart.\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0<\/span><sup id=\"en-NLT-14475\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">9<\/span><\/sup><span style=\"color: #000000;\"> You know what I long for, Lord;<br \/>\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0you hear my every sigh.<br \/>\n\u00a0<\/span><sup id=\"en-NLT-14476\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">10<\/span><\/sup><span style=\"color: #000000;\"> My heart beats wildly, my strength fails,<br \/>\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0and I am going blind.<br \/>\n\u00a0<\/span><sup id=\"en-NLT-14477\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">11<\/span><\/sup><span style=\"color: #000000;\"> My loved ones and friends stay away, fearing my disease.<br \/>\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Even my own family stands at a distance.<br \/>\n\u00a0<\/span><sup id=\"en-NLT-14478\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">12<\/span><\/sup><span style=\"color: #000000;\"> Meanwhile, my enemies lay traps to kill me.<br \/>\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Those who wish me harm make plans to ruin me.<br \/>\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0All day long they plan their treachery.\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0<\/span><sup id=\"en-NLT-14479\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">13<\/span><\/sup><span style=\"color: #000000;\"> But I am deaf to all their threats.<br \/>\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0I am silent before them as one who cannot speak.<br \/>\n\u00a0<\/span><sup id=\"en-NLT-14480\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">14<\/span><\/sup><span style=\"color: #000000;\"> I choose to hear nothing,<br \/>\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0and I make no reply.<br \/>\n\u00a0<\/span><sup id=\"en-NLT-14481\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">15<\/span><\/sup><span style=\"color: #000000;\"> For I am waiting for you, O Lord.<br \/>\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0You must answer for me, O Lord my God.<br \/>\n\u00a0<\/span><sup id=\"en-NLT-14482\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">16<\/span><\/sup><span style=\"color: #000000;\"> I prayed, \u201cDon\u2019t let my enemies gloat over me<br \/>\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0or rejoice at my downfall.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00a0<\/span><sup id=\"en-NLT-14483\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">17<\/span><\/sup><span style=\"color: #000000;\"> I am on the verge of collapse,<br \/>\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0facing constant pain.<br \/>\n\u00a0<\/span><sup id=\"en-NLT-14484\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">18<\/span><\/sup><span style=\"color: #000000;\"> But I confess my sins;<br \/>\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0I am deeply sorry for what I have done.<br \/>\n\u00a0<\/span><sup id=\"en-NLT-14485\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">19<\/span><\/sup><span style=\"color: #000000;\"> I have many aggressive enemies;<br \/>\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0they hate me without reason.<br \/>\n\u00a0<\/span><sup id=\"en-NLT-14486\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">20<\/span><\/sup><span style=\"color: #000000;\"> They repay me evil for good<br \/>\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0and oppose me for pursuing good.<br \/>\n\u00a0<\/span><sup id=\"en-NLT-14487\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">21<\/span><\/sup><span style=\"color: #000000;\"> Do not abandon me, O Lord.<br \/>\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Do not stand at a distance, my God.<br \/>\n\u00a0<\/span><sup id=\"en-NLT-14488\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">22<\/span><\/sup><span style=\"color: #000000;\"> Come quickly to help me,<br \/>\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0O Lord my savior.\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Wow! Understand, it isn&#8217;t my point to bring down the legacy of David. He, Scripture says, was the apple of God&#8217;s eye, a man after His own heart. The point is to identify the cold hard\u00a0fact that even the best of us will fall when we lose our focus and thirst for the thing that is by its nature destructive. David&#8217;s problem was that he was not God. Therefore, he needed God all of the time. When he became distracted in his effort to win on his own terms, not only did he lose, he was crushed. But David, even though he repeated the same\u00a0selfish sin again and again,\u00a0had a repentant heart. And every time he went to the Lord with confession, the Lord heard him every single time, each time extending mercy to him (1 John 1:9). While we are restored eternally and will never experience condemnation if we are repentant in relationship with God, we are not exempt from consequences while perservering on the earth. David&#8217;s eternal future is golden and untarnished, but while on the earth, he reaped what he sowed. When he invested in God&#8217;s way, he reaped the benefit, when he invested in his way, he reaped defeat, destruction, discouragement, despair,\u00a0and even death; both in his life and in the life of his family.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #000000;\"><strong>Hallelujah<\/strong>\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Leonard Cohen, in his song, &#8220;Hallelujah&#8221;, seems to capture the very essence of David&#8217;s condition physically, psychologically, and most importantly, spiritually.\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Now I&#8217;ve heard there was a secret chord<br \/>\nThat David played, and it pleased the Lord<br \/>\nBut you don&#8217;t really care for music, do you?<br \/>\nIt goes like this, the fourth, the fifth<br \/>\nThe minor fall, the major lift<br \/>\nThe baffled king composing Hallelujah<br \/>\nHallelujah, Hallelujah, Hallelujah, Hallelujah\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Your faith was strong but you needed proof<br \/>\nYou saw her bathing on the roof<br \/>\nHer beauty and the moonlight overthrew you<br \/>\nShe tied you to a kitchen chair<br \/>\nShe broke your throne, and she cut your hair<br \/>\nAnd from your lips she drew the Hallelujah\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Baby I have been here before<br \/>\nI know this room, I&#8217;ve walked this floor<br \/>\nI used to live alone before I knew you.<br \/>\nI&#8217;ve seen your flag on the marble arch<br \/>\nLove is not a victory march<br \/>\nIt&#8217;s a cold and it&#8217;s a broken Hallelujah\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #000000;\">There was a time you let me know<br \/>\nWhat&#8217;s really going on below<br \/>\nBut now you never show it to me, do you?<br \/>\nAnd remember when I moved in you<br \/>\nThe holy dove was moving too<br \/>\nAnd every breath we drew was Hallelujah\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #000000;\">I don&#8217;t even know the name<br \/>\nBut if I did, well really, what&#8217;s it to you?<br \/>\nThere&#8217;s a blaze of light in every word<br \/>\nIt doesn&#8217;t matter which you heard<br \/>\nThe holy or the broken Hallelujah\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #000000;\">I did my best, it wasn&#8217;t much<br \/>\nI couldn&#8217;t feel, so I tried to touch<br \/>\nI&#8217;ve told the truth, I didn&#8217;t come to fool you<br \/>\nAnd even though it all went wrong<br \/>\nI&#8217;ll stand before the Lord of Song<br \/>\nWith nothing on my tongue but Hallelujah\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Hallelujah, Hallelujah, Hallelujah, Hallelujah\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #000000;\"><strong>What about you?<\/strong>\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Who are you, today? Are you the woman at the well looking for a drink in all the wrong places? Are you the David of Psalm 38, feeling beaten down from all sides with no where to turn? Are you a victim, screaming out to God, &#8220;Save me from the world that is out to get me&#8221;? Or, are you the David of Psalm 51, recognizing you need saving all right, but that you need to be changed from the inside? Yes, the world (and the people in it)\u00a0may have severely wounded you over the years, but you have come to your senses, realizing that you will not be well until there is an eternal healing and deliverence into freedom through real recovery God&#8217;s way?\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Here comes the best part. In the article &#8220;Mourning Sickness&#8221;, I wrote about the Apostle Paul&#8217;s internal conflict that he could not escape without bringing every thought into captivity to lay down before the Lord to defeat every argument and bring down every stronghold in oppostion to God&#8217;s plan and purpose. In the article, &#8220;Come to Your Senses&#8221;, I wrote about the prodigal son&#8217;s internal conflict that came down to wanting to get something to eat, and when he returned home to his father, not only did he\u00a0receive a meal but he\u00a0was restored to righteousness as\u00a0full heir\u00a0to all his father wanted so much to give him. And here, we see two more examples of God&#8217;s compassionate love and mercy. Jesus says that if you only knew the extent to which you can, by the grace of God,\u00a0experience freedom in your life, you would be asking Him for the living water that will indeed quench your thirst to the extent that you will never thirst again. Do you want this promise fulfilled in your life?\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.freedomfrommedom.com\/wp3\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/06\/a-girl-praying.jpg\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignright size-full wp-image-408\" title=\"a girl praying\" src=\"http:\/\/www.freedomfrommedom.com\/wp3\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/06\/a-girl-praying.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"255\" height=\"256\" \/><\/span><\/a><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Why not take a moment right now to talk to God and tell Him how you hurt and what you need. I encourage you to talk to Him out loud with your voice. There is something empowering about that. If you&#8217;re not sure what to say, say this to Him:\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #000000;\">&#8220;Lord God (the word &#8216;Lord&#8217; means ultimate authority), please help me, today. I need a Savior (means rescuer, healer, deliverer, redeemer, restorer). If that is you, then I need you to be in my life to rescue me and to heal me. I need you to help me to live healthy in every part of my life. Please help me to know what to do. Help me to know where to go. Please bring people into my life who are good for me and will be good to me. Please get involved in relationships in my life that need work. I am powerless to heal and fix myself or anyone else. I need you. Please help me, today. 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